One young seminarian on a mission of creative hope and authentic faith. "Christians live by the promise of God and thus in creative hope" (Daniel Migliore)

Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009 Recap

2009 was a busy year for me. My last semester at University seems like so long ago. When 2009 began I was living in a studio apartment in Missouri working two internships along with a full load of classes to finish my degree. In May I graduated and moved back home for a month then followed my parents to St. Paul for another month. [Congrats to my Mom for passing her summer classes with flying colors!] Then my Dad and I drove to the east coast with a car packed to bursting with my stuff to move into a dorm room and start summer Greek. After Greek the real work began with the fall long term which I just completed, and now I'm back in Colorado hanging out with my family for the holidays.
I went from being a senior at University to being a junior at Princeton Seminary. [Why they call the first years juniors is still beyond me.]
I went from organizing a once-a-week chapel service to attending daily chapel.
I downsized from a studio apartment to a dorm room.
My car has gone through two scheduled maintenances meaning I've driven at least 6,000 miles, and I'm almost ready for a third.
I went from working at a church and studying primary documents to studying church and working with primary documents.
I upgraded my phone to a touch screen with a full keyboard and internet access.
I have crossed off two of my life goals: graduate from college and see a Broadway musical.


It's been a busy year, and our family is preparing for a party to welcome in the new one. I am blessed to have a home to return to and a family who loves me. I am blessed to have the luxury to attend any masters program.


May God bless your new year and many after this one!

Monday, December 28, 2009

Merry Christmas-tide!

Yes, Christmas really does last for 12 whole days! It's called Christmas-tide, and it's the basis for that song that everybody knows part of but not the whole 12 days... yes, that one!

I'm back in Colorado after several delays and detours. I ended up in St. Paul overnight, but thanks to the Mom Network [better than any cell phone company can offer] I had a place to sleep and a family to welcome me. The traditional Christmas events are in full swing. We had a clam sauce pasta dinner with some local extended family, and some last minute shopping. I participated in my home church's Christmas Eve service which was wonderful. I also attended a local church's 11pm service. Even though it felt very late, it was magical to walk out of the church after midnight knowing it was truly Christmas.

Now we're in full swing of Christmas-tide joy. I head back to Princeton on the 3rd. Class starts again on the 4th, but for now I'm not thinking about that.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Snowapalooza 2009


Because of an unexpected snow storm, my flight was canceled. It has been rescheduled for tomorrow evening, and I am resting from finals which were difficult. I am lucky enough to be in my dorm with some other people who are either stuck or staying here. Tonight my friend Sara and I made tacos for dinner to go with the sparking cider I picked up to celebrate finals being over. We are hanging out, watching tv, vegging, reading fun books, playing video games and just resting. Today I took a long nap. It was great. I'll be back home soon.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Alternative Christmas Gifts


If you're still wondering what to give people for Christmas, try an alternative Christmas gift. These come in all different ways.

1. Give a Kiva gift certificate. These can be in amounts between $25 and $10,000. Kiva is a wonderful organization that connects people like me who have some extra money. In April of 2008 I paid $25 to Kiva which has been recycled three times now. This $25 has been used in microloans to small business owners in Peru and then Pakistan. Today I received an e-mail saying the loan had been payed back, and I logged onto Kiva and found another small business owner I wanted to support. Once that person has payed back the money, I will get it back. It's a re-usable gift that helps small business owners across the world.
My Kiva page.

2. Find local non-profits to donate to. For example, the Rainbow Network was a group I was involved with in college. It started in Springfield as a way to help long-term development in Nicaragua. Donate in the name of someone you love.

3. Heifer International is a fun way to find alternative Christmas gifts. You can buy animals in the same of someone you love which go to people living in third world countries as a sustainable resource. For example, you can buy a llama for $150. If that's too much, buy a flock of chicks for $20; or buy a share of a larger animal.

You can impact someone's life incredibly for a very small amount. Please consider buying alternative Christmas gifts for the ones you love.

Study break

I have been a little MIA lately, but I have a good excuse. Yesterday was the pageant which went wonderfully. This week is finals week, so it is nose to the grindstone every day. My schedule is nicely expanded. Wednesday I have my church history final. Friday is my Old Testament final, and my final exegesis paper is due on Saturday at noon. I have been hard at work all day, and I need a little break. So I checked my mail, and I found that my mom sent me some chocolate santas to make my finals better.
Thanks Mom!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

First Snow

It's snowing right now for the first time since I've lived in Princeton. I am starting my third season on the East Coast. When I moved in during the summer it seemed like such a long time until winter.
The snow reminds me of a Christmas carol that we're not supposed to sing yet.

"See amid the winter's snow,
Born for us on earth below,
See the tender Lamb appears,
Promised from eternal years.
Hail, thou ever-blessed morn!
Hail, redemption's happy dawn
Sing through all Jerusalem,
Christ is born in Bethlehem."

Watching, watching and hoping for Christmas to come...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Hope


"Rejoice in hope, be patient in suffering, persevere in prayer." Rom 12:12

I have many things rattling around in my brain today. I have having trouble extracting the ideas of one class from another and from what's going on in my personal life. My understanding of certain ideas is not limited to one aspect of my life. I may be studying the Psalms in my Old Testament class, but I am seeing Advent in the Psalms. Advent is the season of hope, and all the Psalms whether they are cursing Psalms, lamenting Psalms, or praising Psalms end with hope. As one of my text books says, "For people who pray are people living in hope" [Ellen Davis--Getting Involved With God]. The Psalms are prayers and songs to God and about God from individuals and communities.
I am currently doing an Advent study on Advent hymns. At the same time, I am assisting a local church in their Advent children's pageant. My job is to help children from ages three or so through middle school learn Christmas songs. The songs they are learning are pretty traditional and include Once in David's Royal City, He is Born, Nino Lindo, and Away in a Manger. Just because I know these songs doesn't mean that these wonderful children do. What is old to me is new to them. I see great hope in the children for Advent to be over and for Christmas to come. Christmas means time off from school, special food, Christmas cookies, family time, etc. We are excited for Christmas to come, and we are expressing that through song.
So you can see the different threads running through my life today. My brain is buzzing with all these ideas, and I don't have them in a neat package yet. All I know is that today I have great hope from many different places. I have hope through children. I have hope through prayer. I have hope through song. I have hope through Psalms. I have hope through my community. I have hope through my friends even though I know many of them are struggling for different reasons. At this point in time I feel like I can only express my gratitude for the hope that is growing in my soul and to pass on what I am feeling.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Sometimes a Light Surprises a Christian when She Sings

I have four classes on Tuesdays, and usually they are self-contained. But today something odd happened in my first class. Then again in my second. Then again in my third. And I know it will happen in my fourth class.
Music happened.

In my first class we had a guest lecturer talk about the historical interpretation of the Psalms, and we sang "The King of Love My Shepherd Is" [#171 in the Presbyterian Hymnal].
In my second class we translated Luke 19:1-10 for yesterday, and today we were talking about the various exegetical issues in the passage. The passage is about a man named Zacchaeus who climbs into a tree to see Jesus. And, yes, we sang the song "Zacchaeus was a Wee Little Man".
Then I went to chapel where we heard a wonderful sermon about how God's grace is so abundant that we rebel against the idea of it. And we sang Amazing Grace without accompaniment with the last verse in a round. [Incredible]
My third class is a survey of early and medieval church history, and today we studied Eastern and Western mystics including Hildegard of Bingen who was a Benedictine abbess who had incredible visions and also wrote music. So we listened to a modern setting of one of her songs on the CD "Vision: The Music of Hildegard von Bingen".
My fourth class will be later today. It's choir, so I'm pretty sure I'm going to sing. We are working on music of an event called Carols of Many Nations which is next week.

Today is World AIDS Day. You can support World AIDS Day by contributing here. We stand in solidarity of those who have HIV/AIDS as we support raised awareness and a cure. Here at the Seminary we are having a worship service tonight remembering those who have died from this disease and praying in support of a cure. There are many myths still circulating about AIDS, so the first step is to educate. Here are the basics.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

First Sunday of Advent


Today is the first Sunday in Advent. We light the first candle on the wreath for hope.

"The people who walked in darkness
have seen a great light;
those who lived in a land of deep darkness—
on them light has shined....
For a child has been born for us,
a son given to us;
authority rests upon his shoulders;
and he is named
Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace"
Isaiah 9: 2, 6


Advent is the beginning of the Christian liturgical year, and it entails the four Sundays before Christmas and Christmas Eve. We wait hopefully to welcome the Christ-child into our hearts on Christmas Day. It is important to note that Christmas does not begin on Black Friday or on the first Sunday of Advent. Just because ABC Family is running their "25 Days of Christmas" campaign during December does not mean that Christmas is now. We are in the season of hope, the season of anticipation, the season of preparation. And just like in Lent we should be holding ourselves accountable to make room in our hearts for Christ. For the past few weeks I have been assisting a local church in preparations for their advent children's pageant. The children are wonderful, and it's going to be a great pageant. The children are teaching me about Christ's love and about the hope we should all have all year long.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Thanksgiving in Brooklyn

I had Thanksgiving with my father's cousin's wife's family up in Brooklyn. It was wonderful. Everyone was welcoming, and the food was lovely.
Last Thanksgiving I spent with my friend Clint and his family in Wichita, KS.
The Thanksgiving before I was in Greece.

On the train riding back from this Thanksgiving I thought about these past three Thanksgivings. They were all very different from each other, and none of them were with my immediate family. Yet, the people who opened their homes to me are my family. I am thankful for them.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Summer 2010



Good news, everyone! I have been accepted into summer CPE at Robert Wood Johnson Hospital in Hamilton! For those of you who do not know what Clinical Pastoral Education [CPE] is, it is an intensive, supervised chaplaincy. Most CPE placements are in hospitals. I will be under the supervision of a hospital chaplain who has years of experience and extra training in CPE. The program runs for 11 weeks starting in early June.

For the Presbyterian Church (USA), many presbyteries require CPE although not all. CPE is part of my ordination process. I am blessed to have found a placement at a hospital close to my seminary. I can stay in my dorm, and I will be able to remain a part of the seminary society.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Veterans Day

For all our veterans, thank you.

Monday, November 9, 2009

NYC 2



This weekend my parents flew in to visit me. They flew in on Thursday evening, and we went to New York City for the weekend. It was AMAZING. I was very tired from midterms which were last week [I think they went well], but I felt much better once I saw my parents. I miss having family around.
Friday we went for dinner at Teresa's Cafe on Palmer Square. The food was really yummy. We had soup and salad and shared a couple of entrees including a pizza with prosciutto. Teresa's also has a good wine list. So if you're looking for a restaurant in Princeton, go to Teresa's. This place was actually recommended to me by my field education adviser. So thanks to Rev. Neff! My parents and I love Teresa's Cafe!
Then on Saturday we traveled via train to Penn Station. Trains are still a new mode of transportation to me, but they are great, fast, and less trouble than cars. We stayed at one of the hotels near Times Square. It is so amazing to spend time in a city I feel like I know so well through movies and television. I know real New Yorkers probably hate it when others say that, so sorry New Yorkers! I do love your city. We went to Carnegie Deli for lunch which has the biggest sandwiches I have ever seen and good cheese cake. Then we walked around Central Park. The picture is of me in front of a gorilla made out of a bush in Central Park. That evening we attended the New York Philharmonic at Avery Hall in Lincoln Center. My parents are professional caliber musicians, and they instilled me with a great love of music of all kinds. To sit through a concert by some of the best musicians in the world and have that privilege was spiritually moving. They make me want to be a better musician. Sunday morning we traveled to Brooklyn, which is very different from Manhattan, where my dad's cousin Daniel and his wife and daughter live. They have a beautiful townhouse, and their little girl is a little over a year old. She is so darling! I don't have a picture, but believe me she's cute. We had brunch with them and then traveled back to Manhattan to see Wicked.
Let me say this about Wicked. I have never seen anything on stage or on screen that could top Wicked. No tv show or movie or even the musical we saw in London. Wicked is just a different level. Everything from the lights to costumes to the actors was just perfect. The set was unlike anything I have ever seen. I have acted in plays and musicals, obviously nothing close to this, and I have seen many movies. No set in a movie was better than this, and their pit was astonishing. I love the CD of Wicked, but the CD cannot match the real orchestra. When people say we don't need to support live music because of our recording technology, they must not have ever heard the NY Philharmonic or the orchestra for Wicked. During the entire show I just felt this electricity throughout my whole body. I loved it. I loved it. I loved it. I would go see that show every weekend until it closes and never get bored.
Thank you, Mom and Dad, for investing in live theater and music.

Today we had breakfast before Mom and Dad had to leave for the airport. I miss them. Now I have to go back to the Masters program and do work after a magical weekend.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Instrumental thoughts



I know my father is going to disagree with me on this. [You know it's going to be a good blog if I start off with that.]

I think the cello is one of the most spiritual instruments. Is there anything as simply beautiful as a solo cellist to find your spiritual center? Every day at PTS we have chapel. This is not required of students, but I go almost every day. Today as an introit a student who is an incredible cellist played. I feel so bad that I can't remember the name of the song, but as the cellist was playing I noticed how his entire body was engaged in the music. That doesn't happen with other instruments. I should know. I've played enough different instruments to know how engaged you are with the instrument. When I played in marching band I played the baritone, and that was definitely not part of your body especially when it was cold. I am not saying that other instruments aren't spiritual, but the cello is one of the few instruments where it is almost as big as your body. It creates a different type of interaction with the music.
I love that my ideas of music are being expanded at seminary. Music is such an incredible part of our Christian journey whether it be hymns and organs or guitars and drums or an eclectic grouping. If you haven't heard of Church of the Beloved you should go to their website and check it out! They have an INCREDIBLE album called Hope for a Tree Cut Down that is FREE!

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Re-purposing Halloween























I think Halloween can be a great Christian holiday. Not along the lines of Christmas or Easter, but Halloween has the potential to instill some great Christian virtues. Generosity and the importance of community being the main two. This evening a group of PTS students went trick-or-treating for canned goods to donate to the Crisis Ministry of Princeton and Trenton. We went to a local neighborhood, knocked on people's doors, and asked them for canned goods. There were a couple of groups. My group [pictured] included Tinkerbell, a hippie, Hancock, and Supergirl [me]. Along the way we also accumulated a small amount of candy. I got three fun-sized candy bars, a pixie stick, and a bag of cheez-its. Not as good as when I trick-or-treated as a child, but it's nice to know that I can still dress up in something geeky and be rewarded with sugar. As our group was traveling through the houses, we were talking about how much canned food we could collect if a whole youth group who went to several different neighborhoods.
It's something to think about, anyway. Halloween is really fun as kids, and tonight was really fun, too. We don't have to give up Halloween as adults. We can still trick-or-treat with children. I took my nephew trick-or-treating last year. [So much fun!] If we can help people while having fun, it's a wonderful thing.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Beautiful Fall Day


Today was a beautiful fall day. So instead of doing work or studying like I probably should have been doing I went for a long walk. I went all around Princeton University's campus and looked at the light and the colors. It was absolutely beautiful. There were a lot of people touring the campus, and if I had come here in the fall I would have fallen in love with Princeton even faster than I did. The past few days have been rainy, and that made today even more special. It was a great second day of Reading Week [more on that later].


"My words are tied in one
With the great mountains,
With the great rocks,
With the great trees,
In one with my body
And my heart."
Yokuts prayer

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Women's Center

Today is the open house for PTS' Women's Center. If you're around PTS today come on down to the lower level of MacKay. We have baked goods and coffee. The Women's Center is open whenever MacKay is, and the room is for meetings, study groups, individual studying, and hanging out. The Women's Center is devoted to many different issues including a women's studies concentration for both Masters of Divinity and Theology students. Currently we are planning a special event for women's history month this spring. As the Women's Center turns 40, we are looking back to the women and men who have made the ministry of the Women's Center possible. If anyone has been involved with the Women's Center in years past, please contact me. Even if you just know the name of someone who was on the board of the Women's Center, please let me know. We are looking for stories about how the Women's Center was started; any events that took place; any professors, staff members, students, pastors, or community members who were involved in any ministry the Women's Center or Men's Auxiliary has done over this past 40 years.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Augustine

This week in my early church history course we are studying Augustine and the Desert Fathers and Mothers. In our reading I came across a thought that many people have been talking about in the past couple of weeks with their own voices and words. Here is Augustine's:

"Why are you relying on yourself, only to find yourself unreliable? Cast yourself upon him [God], and do not be afraid. Make the leap without anxiety; he will catch you and heal you." [8.27]

It is getting to be the time of the semester where some of us are finding ourselves overwhelmed. Some by coursework, some by problems in their relationships they did not foresee, some by scheduling conflicts. Questions are rising up... how do I pass my classes while working, while being away from home, while being separated from my children, while doing field education, while doing traditional or non-traditional ministry, while retaining my own sense of identity, while dealing with issues in therapy, while keeping my relationship with God healthy, while finding time to exercise, while adjusting to living in New Jersey, while attending services, while, while, while... everyone has their own questions.

Many of us are getting caught up in the 'how' instead of the 'why', and many of us are staying balanced. I find myself drawing on parallels in my course readings that I see reflected in the life of the community, such as Augustine's quote above. How wonderful it is to know that we are unreliable! How freeing! We are free to be ourselves and free to allow God to be God in our hearts.

Picture: "Saint Augustine and Monica" (1846), Ary Scheffe
[Monica was Augustine's mother.]

Monday, October 19, 2009

Dry Bones

Every junior at PTS has to take two semesters of Speech. I am in a fantastic class that meets on Monday afternoons, and for the past couple of weeks we have been working on phrasing and emphasis, important things that may get overlooked during public speaking. The verses we have been working with are Ezekiel 37:1-14 known as the Valley of Dry Bones. It is very interesting to look at these verses not from a theological or historical perspective but simply from the questions like "What is important to emphasize" and "How do I speak these sentences to have them make sense to a listener?" It's difficult, and there are millions of possibilities especially once I realized that the translation my professor handed out is different from the one I had been practicing with.

Fun twists occur all the time here. Whenever you feel like you are made of dry bones, God breaths on you. Last week I was feeling very tired and frustrated, and then I went to a chapel service which brought me back into the Presence of God. I can feel my heart being opened by the people and the opportunities here. There are times when I stop to pray and no words come, but I can feel the beating of my own heart... and that's enough. I feel like I've always loved God, and now I'm falling in love with God. I always thought those mystics were crazy talking about being in love with God, but now I get it. I want to spend every minute of every day with God. I want to dance and sing with God. My bones are covered in flesh, and God has breathed on me. It's a wonderful feeling.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Spiritual Direction

Spiritual direction is awesome. It is a relatively new idea to me, but spiritual direction itself is not new. It is not counseling or therapy. Spiritual direction is deepening one's understanding of God's Presence. This can happen in retreats or small groups within churches or one-on-one with a spiritual director. PTS encourages students to seek a spiritual director for many reasons. Anything to get me to see and feel God more clearly is a wonderful thing. In the hectic schedules of our lives, it is important to set aside time to listen for God and to process God's working. Spiritual directors come in many different forms. They are clergy and lay people, male and female, younger and older, and in a huge range of faith group associations. If you are looking for someone to walk with you on your journey and be present with you, a spiritual director is a good choice.

More information can be found at http://www.sdiworld.org/

Thursday, October 8, 2009

The Exodus

I am currently writing a paper for my Old Testament class about The Exodus. Not just any part of Exodus, The Exodus--The incredible event where Moses led the Israelites out of slavery from Egypt. This is one of the pivotal events in Biblical history. But right now I'm not thinking about history. I'm thinking about our lives as Christians. We live in an Egyptian world. We are expected to live up to Egyptian standards. We have lived under Egyptian rule since we were born.

But we are not Egyptians. We are foreigners. We are the children of God. Being led out of Egypt does not mean that the pressures of Egyptian society go away. Instead, we choose to be members of the covenant with God. We choose to become servants to God instead of slaves to Egypt. We choose to live under God's standard rather than Egypt's. We choose to start on a journey trusting in God to lead us instead of living the same way we always have. Not everyone's journey will be the same. Some will be the leaders like Aaron, some will be builders of the Tabernacle, and some will turn to the Golden Calf and experience the blanket of grace through a second covenant.

God bless our wanderings.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Pastor slain

Today the Presbyterian Outlook arrived in the mail room. When I opened it, I was shocked to see the headline "Presbyterian Pastor Slain in Quadruple Homicide". The link to the story is below.

Please pray for the Niederbrock family and Walker's Presbyterian Church in Hixburg, Va.

http://www.pres-outlook.org/news-and-analysis/1-news-a-analysis/9227-pastor-and-others-slain-by-horror-core-rap-music-fan.html

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Fire

Today at worship we sang a song that had a verse about God's fire refining our souls. Here at PTS I am on a journey, and I'm trying to figure out what will bring me closer to God. The Holy Spirit is on fire in my heart. If any big changes happen, I'll let you know.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Touring Choir


Today was the first Sunday PTS' touring choir went on tour. We sang at the First Presbyterian Church of Dutch Neck which is only a short ways away from the seminary. We were welcomed graciously and warmly. It was a wonderful morning. We sang at two services with incredible music for World Communion Sunday. Songs from around the world and from here at home. We will be traveling this semester and next semester to spread the love of God through music.


Picture by Andrew Long

Friday, October 2, 2009

Requirements

For ordination, there are more requirements than those requirements to graduate with a Masters of Divinity. For example, PTS requires students to have two Field Education internships, at least one of which is in a church setting. My presbytery also requires one of my Field Education experiences be Clinical Pastoral Education or CPE. CPE is normally done at hospitals either full time for twelve weeks in the summer or over an entire school year for 10-15 hours a week. CPE is a specialized education where students learn how to minister in an interfaith context during crisis parts of people's lives. It's a way to start ministering to the wider community during seminary while under supervision of experienced chaplains. Of course, it's not just seminary students who do CPE. CPE is done by lay people of all faiths, those preparing for ordination in many faiths, and already ordained people. I am planning on doing my CPE this coming summer and am currently in the discernment process of which location I can best serve at. Also, I am in the process of discernment for what church to do my Field Education at next school year. This may seem like a quick turn-around, but many Field Education placements fill up quickly.

For more information on CPE, visit http://www.acpe.edu/
or http://www.cpsp.org/

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Mail Time

On Tuesdays and Wednesdays I work in the PTS mail room. I know it's not a glamorous job, but I really like it. I'm not sure there is a better job for sharing in fellow students' joys. If someone gets an invitation to a wedding, we know. If someone gets a book from a used bookstore, we know. If someone's mother sends her a collection of Spencer Tracy/Katherine Hepburn movies, we know. [Thanks, Mom!] Whenever checks are issued, we are the first to receive ours.
When I heard during orientation that we are not preparing for ministry we are actively doing ministry, I wasn't entirely sure. But I see now how this job can be a ministry. We are sharing the light of Christ through serving our fellow students, faculty, and staff by making sure their mail and packages are delivered in a timely manner.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Church history

It always amazes me how many people are willing to say to my face, "I think history is boring" even after they know my undergraduate degree is in history. [I only graduated in May, so this is still a new thing.] So I tried not to be surprised when some of my fellow seminarians told me they were not looking forward to the church history requirements. We have to take at least three courses in church history: early/medieval, Reformation, and modern. There are many different options, and for this semester I am taking an orientation to early and medieval history. We began at the beginning with the cultural world into the the church was born, and today we heard a lecture about martyrdom and persecution of Christians. Our books work very well together. From the main texts, one is a history and the other contains primary sources/documents that were written at the time. I have studied the early church before but not in this depth, and it is very intriguing to see the flow and growth of the church.
Church history and history in general is important because we would not be here without the actions, events, and people who lived before us whether in 1909 CE or 1909 BCE. So look at your historical studies as a time for self-reflection.


Also, awesome quote...

"The Christian message offered a universal alternative to the religious divisions of the ancient Mediterranean world" [History of the World Christian Movement, page 33]

Friday, September 25, 2009

First Week

Today is the end of the first week of my first fall semester at PTS. It was been hectic and fantastic and full of meeting new friends. The weekly schedule is a little strange. Instead of Monday, Wednesday, Friday classes I have Monday, Tuesday, Thursday classes and Tuesday, Thursday, Friday classes. I also started my job at the mail room on Tuesday, and that was really fun. I get to give people good news about mail. I also have a second job that is only occasional. I'm a sexton which for PTS means I arrive at special events early, help set up, make sure everything goes ok. I'm a representative of the seminary to visiting groups. Pretty cool.
The workload at this point does not seem too heavy. It's about the same from college except there's more reading. By the time I get out, I will probably not be saying anything like that; so I'll enjoy it while I can. Two of the courses I am in are heavy lecture courses, the type I am not used to. Even my biggest courses at Drury were not as big as either my Old Testament course or the history of early and medieval church, but at the same time we get to sit in precepts [small groups] once a week to digest the information and have the small discussions I'm more used to.

Today I got to meet Elaine Pagels. She's an incredibly talented scholar who has written some incredible books. Today she lectured on the book of Revelation. This event deserves it's own post, so look for that later.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

YAV

Today at lunch I met two people who have participated in the YAV program. The PCUSA offers this Young Adult Volunteer program for people ages 19-30 abroad and in the US for one academic year. The YAV program trains you, so all you need is an open heart and a passport. Before coming to PTS, I wanted to participate in the YAV program; and I still might. If you're looking for a program to serve communities, form your spiritual identities, and go out into the world, please look into the YAV program.

http://www.pcusa.org/yav/

Monday, September 21, 2009

First Day

It is our first day of classes. It's exciting to finally be in fall semester courses. I have two courses on Mondays: Introduction to New Testament Exegesis and Speech. Both seem like they're going to be really good. The opening worship service was about rejoicing evermore. The preacher was Dr. Beverly Gaventa who is my Exegesis professor. I enjoyed it, and President Torrance presided over communion.

Yesterday there was a welcome celebration on the quad [lawn in between the dorms] with all the clubs and organizations there to talk about what they do and how we can be a part of them. I feel like I signed up for 80% of the clubs, but I will have to make time decisions. I can participate in club events without being involved in planning. There are hikes, cleanups, spiritual retreats, fitness classes, liturgical dancing... how can I choose?

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Language

Yesterday during orientation we talked about many different things, and from student counseling to jobs to academic integrity to harassment policies there was similar language used... the language of faith. This is the first time I have ever heard of plagiarism as "bearing false witness". We are expected to produce our own work and be honest about it because we are Christians, not because of what the administration says and not because of what the punishments might be. I like this viewpoint; I love this language. This is one of the reasons I wanted to come to a seminary, to be able to use the language that is important to me.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Orientation

After two months of living at Princeton Seminary, I am finally being oriented. Orientation is very fun and very serious at the same time. There is an awful lot of material being talked about, and everyone is trying to meet everyone else. It can be overwhelming at times. One of my favorite things has been worshiping together. The chapel services are run by Rev. Janice Ammon and Martin Tel the director of music. I had to opportunity to play guitar a couple of times during the summer worship, and I'm looking forward to being a part of the chapel choir and other opportunities as they come up. Rev. Nancy Gross is the Dean of Students, and she preached on Wednesday at the orientation worship service all about the different names we call God and how we can honor the diversity within our student body and the Body of Christ. My description does not do her justice. She said that simply loving Jesus is not a recipe for getting along and wondered what would happen if we listened more closely to God instead of each other. If you try naming God as our brothers and sisters do, you not only learn about each other but about God and God's presence manifested in the world. If we are not strangers to God, we are not strangers to each other. It was a powerful, moving service with beautiful music from around the world.
Last night I met President
Iain Torrance at the President's Reception. He is one of the few people who when I told him I had studied abroad in Volos knew where I was talking about!
We still have a lot of material to cover, and classes start on Monday!!

Monday, September 14, 2009

From home

Today I received several pieces of mail from home. My church's monthly newsletter arrived with teh pastor's note being about celebrating when we're wrong because "God is faithful to lead us in new directions for our own good and the good of others." This is something I struggle with. I like to pray saying "God, I've figure this out. Bless my plan." It has taken me a long time to learn that when we pray "thy will be done" we mean "your plan will be followed." To understand that God leads us means that God leads all parts of our lives. I know firsthand how long-term plans can be shattered. The fall of 2009 "should have" been the semester I started my Masters in Anthropology, graduating in 2011, going straight into a PhD program, and becoming a researcher. I was going to be the next Edith Hamilton or Margaret Mead. Seminary was not in my plans. However, there was a much bigger plan happening around me. There have been times when I have been totally confident, and times when I have been scared out of my mind. Now, I can't imagine being at any other university or college or program. I can't imagine doing anything else but becoming a pastor.

Faith Presbyterian Church has been an enormous part of my Call. The other two pieces of mail I received were cards from two ladies in the church telling me some news and encouraging me. I am so thankful for their support and for the support of Faith in general. I see in the newsletter all sorts of exciting things. A Taize service on September 20, choir and handbells starting, Bible studies starting, Cursillo in October, the Crop Walk, celebrating a new building for one church and the closing of another church. All are opportunities for us to learn more about God's plan for us as individuals and for the larger faith community.

We are on a journey together. May the Father go ahead of us to light the way, the Son walk beside us as our companion, and the Holy Spirit go behind us to push us into places we normally wouldn't go. Amen.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Interesting

I thought that Princeton University students had already moved in. I was wrong. This weekend is their move-in. My undergraduate school has been in session for three weeks. It must be an East Coast thing to start courses in mid-September. PTS still has another week before classes begin. Orientation begins on Wednesday, and new and returning students have been moving in for several days. Yesterday I took some time to look at my dorm room and move some furniture around. I have plenty of room, and I'm going to be looking for another chair, maybe even a loveseat.

Yesterday I attended Plainsboro Presbyterian Church, and the pastor preached on wisdom and speech. Some of you may know, the one time I've preached in my life was about how we should speak to each other as Christians. The pastor used different passages but had the same themes that I did when I preached over a year ago. It seems so long ago. It was fascinating to hear the pastor.

"For all of us make many mistakes. Anyone who makes no mistakes in speaking is perfect, able to keep the whole body in check with a bridle. If we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we guide their whole bodies. Or look at ships: though they are so large that it takes strong winds to drive them, yet they are guided by a very small rudder wherever the will of the pilot directs. So also the tongue is a small member, yet it boasts of great exploits" James 3:2-5a

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Break

I apologize for not posting in a while. Last Friday was my last day of summer Greek, and I have been taking a break. I have been reading and watching movies and hanging out with friends. I am preparing for the fall semester.

Princeton works on a broken semester system. The entire fall semester lasts from September until January. The fall long term is from September until December, and the short term is in January. In the short term students only take one class, but in this upcoming long term students take three or four classes depending on how many hours the classes are. I am taking a basic lineup of classes that will prepare me well for upper level courses at a later date.

New Testament Exegesis
Early and Medieval Church History
Old Testament Studies
Speech I

I am looking forward to these classes for different reasons. Exegesis because I can use the Greek I spent this summer learning, Church history because it's a chance to use my degree, Old Testament Studies because the Bible is awesome, and Speech because I enjoy public speaking. I think it's a well-rounded semester. I'm also going to be a part of the chapel choir.

But for right now, it's nice to sit back and relax and read a novel.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Change Adventure--End Week 1



This is how far I have come in one week to filling up my container that will be donated to the ONE Campaign.

The change did not pile up as quickly as I thought it would. This is going to take longer than I thought.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Good news, everyone!

I have been awarded the Presbyterian Study Grant. This grant is for Presbyterian seminaries and for Presbyterian seminarians in Masters of Divinity programs. There are four different types of grants, and the Presbyterian Study Grant ranges from $1,000 to $4,000. Many times in undergraduate I heard my fellow classmates say that small scholarships were not worth getting, but let me tell you that every scholarship/grant helps.

To be awarded a grant from the Presbyterian Church [USA] is an honor. The church offers scholarships and grants for all levels of higher education. Last year I was awarded the Presbyterian Opportunity Scholarship which is focused on Presbyterian students in humanities. No matter what level you're at, the PCUSA has financial help for you.

For more information, surf here.

A special thank you to those who wrote me recommendations.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Odds and Ends

This week in Greek is dedicated to the odds and ends of grammar that are important but don't really fit in any other category. Yesterday we learned about the subjunctive case, and today we learned about the imperative case. For our homework we are no longer using made up sentences, we are translating chunks of the Bible! It's awesome because that's the whole reason we're in Greek. Before this class ends we will have translated 1 John, 2 John, 3 John, and Philemon all of which are wonderfully short.

In my spare time [a.k.a I really should have been studying during this time] I have been doing some reading. I read Diana Butler Bass' Christianity for the Rest of Us. I was really moved by many of the personal stories about people discovering or rediscovering the joy of Christ within a church community. The book lays out central ideas around which mainline churches are growing deeper into spirituality. There is a lot of diversity in the styles of spirituality, and it was fun to see what has been successful in other churches. I recommend the book highly.

I have also been reading Seeds of Hope: A Henri Nouwen Reader edited by Robert Durback. My mom gave this book to me, and it has small excerpts from other Henri Nouwen's books which makes it easy to read in short doses. It is not set up like a daily study, but it is easy to use it as such. Below is one of my favorite parts:

"Oh how important is discipline, community, prayer, silence, caring presence, simple listening, adoration, and deep, lasting faithful friendship. We all want it so much, and still the powers suggesting that all of that is fantasy is enormous. But we have to replace the battle for power with the battle to create space for the Spirit" from The Road to Daybreak

The PTS bookstore is having an 85% book sale. This is very dangerous. There are many books I want, and I know all I should be buying in the book store are textbooks. I have picked up some of my text books already, and I'm very excited for the upcoming semester.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

ONE

I started the Change Adventure the day I found out my friend Josh had passed away. His family has asked that in lieu of flowers donations be made to the Josh Green Memorial Fund at the ONE Campaign. The ONE Campaign is dedicated to fighting extreme poverty and preventable diseases. I will send my first container funds to the ONE Campaign in memory of Josh. The ONE Campaign is dedicated to changing the lives of individuals and countries, something that Josh was passionate about. If you wish to make a donation to a charity and are undecided as to which one, please consider the ONE Campaign.


More information can be found at: www.one.org/us/

Saturday, August 22, 2009

In Memory

My friend Josh died this week very unexpectedly. My thoughts and prayer go out to his family.

Josh was an incredible person who could light up a room just by walking in the door. He was one of the people in my high school who you could tell was going to make a difference in the world, and now looking back I can see how big a difference he made. He was never phony, never tried to be someone he wasn't, never tried to be someone because someone else expected him to be. Josh was always warm, caring, and passing on the light of Christ without having to say anything.

He will be missed greatly.

The Change Adventure


























Today I begin the Change Adventure. It's a quest to find out how quickly I can fill up this huge plastic container with change. When the container is filled with my spare change, I will exchange the change for bills and donate the money to a charity that is TBA. Then after that I will fill up the container again and send the money to a different charity, etc.

The container is 1500g/52.9 oz that was filled with jelly packets from Korea. It is about nine inches tall and about five and a half inches wide.


This is about changing something with change. If any of my readers have a favorite charity they would like me to consider, please comment or e-mail me.

Friday, August 21, 2009

End Week 6

This week has been very long, and we're all happy to have a weekend. I am happy to report that I have been hired for an on-campus job. Thank God! I worked on my undergraduate campus in several different departments, and I loved the involvement. I have been hired in the mailroom for about nine hours a week which means I'll get my paycheck first. There are only four student positions in the mailroom, and I feel blessed to have found any job. I know many of friends are struggling to find any job.

Several weeks ago some girls in the dorm started a Bible study, and we've met weekly on Wednesday nights. This Wednesday we finished our study of 1 Peter. We're not sure what we're going to study next, and it's exciting to think of all the possibilities. There was one verse that really stuck out to our entire group.
"Cast all your anxiety on him [God], because he cares for you" 1 Peter 5:7
It's been a stress filled week for most of us. This week my Greek class got participles, infinitives, and relative pronouns which led to much confusion and worry about the test that was this morning. Professor Wagner took our test questions from Bible verses. It's amazing how far we've all come. We were able to sit in a classroom and translate Bible verses without the any help. No dictionaries or grammar aids, the translation was organic. Wow. What an incredible thing to be able to do! The girls in my Bible study were so wonderful about reminding each other that this is for the furthering of God's kin-dom. We need to cast our anxieties on God because God loves us and very little can get accomplished when you're so worked up you can't think. That has been the lesson for me this week.

"Be glad in the Lord and rejoice,
O righteous,
and shout for joy, all you upright in heart!" Psalm 32:11

Monday, August 17, 2009

Seminary humor

Thank you

Today I received a card from a member of my home church sending me best wishes and informing me I'm in her prayers. I have received several cards from my home church, and they are a wonderful reminder why I'm here. It's very easy to get caught up in studying and grades, but I'm at Princeton Seminary because of my home church and the people there. It was and is the people of Faith Presbyterian who instilled the idea of service in me. It was at Faith that I first had inklings that I wanted to be a pastor, and it is a very special church to me and those in our community.

Thank you to all who support me.

Thank you for all your service to our Lord.

I am overwhelmed by the amount of support I have here at Princeton and back home.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Jonah


This morning I attended First Presbyterian Church of Cranbury. I have been visiting many churches in the area, but the Presbyterian Church in Cranbury is actually a very special place. One of my spiritual mentors was an intern there while she was at Princeton Seminary. So to worship in that congregation was incredible. I don't think either of the current pastors were there when my mentor was, but from what I've heard about this church the spirit [and the Spirit] is the same.

The Associate Pastor Rev. Rosanna Anderson preached today about Jonah 3:1-4:5 and Matthew 12:38-42. Her ending was especially meaningful to me. I'm going to paraphrase in my own words:
We are spiritual seekers who are caught between the reality of community and our longing for the ideal. It is our responsibility to build people up in love because we are all on a journey. We need to receive the gift of where we. God provides the belly of the whale and in God's time the dry land.

For me, being able to realize the gift of where I am is sometimes very difficult. I want to look forward to what kind of church I want to be an intern in, what part of the country I want to live in after seminary; or I want to look back and think about how much I miss my college friends and my family. To have goals is a good thing. To know where you came from is a good thing. To have people you love and miss is a blessing. But to recieve the gift of the present... there is nothing like it.

The great theologian Thich Nhat Hanh says, "Every moment is an opportunity to manifest the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit". The gift of the present is an opportunity. This I try to remember and to live.

You can hear Rev. Anderson's sermon later this week at http://www.cranburypres.org/audioarchive.html

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Saturday Adventures



I have had a couple of great Saturdays, and I apologize for not putting up pictures or writing about them sooner.

Last Saturday was my first trip to New York City. I was so incredibly excited to go. You see movies and TV shows set in NYC all the time but then you never get to go. It was my mom's idea, actually. So I asked around at dinner, and several people wanted to just hang out around "The City" all day. So we hopped on a Saturday morning train and were in NYC in about an hour. Pretty awesome. We walked through Times Square. Andrew and I got to see Parsons New School of Design! [where Project Runway is filmed] We grabbed sandwiches at a tiny hole-in-the-wall deli and ate lunch on a Central Park bench. Then Noah and I went to the American Museum of Natural History. I do love that Teddy Roosevelt, and Margaret Mead is one of my heroes. Of course the contents of the museum were awesome, and we got to see this cool movie in the planetarium called "Journey into the Stars" narrated by Whoopi Goldberg. Apparently Joni Mitchell was both profound and scientifically correct when she wrote the lyrics "We are stardust". [Also, it's the 40th anniversary of Woodstock today!! YAY WOODSTOCK!]


Then we met up with Axel and his friend Chris who is a PhD student at Columbia. Christ took us to Magnolia Bakery which is apparently famous for cupcakes. We ate many cupcakes, and they were great. Very dense with frosting that was lighter than air. We caught a subway back downtown to get tickets for an improv show which was unfortunately sold out. Since we weren't going to a show, we went to a burger joint for dinner. Then since we had a while before our train, we went to a corner bar. Luckily, there was a Yankees game on [against the Red Socks]. Very quintacential NYC moment.
I also discovered that I like trains.

Today was a very relaxing day. I got to sleep in which is so nice. I treated myself to a movie, Julie and Julia. I really liked it not just because one of the main characters is writing a blog. :) Meryl Streep is an incredible actress. I went to Barnes and Noble and spent a while choosing a couple of fun books. Then I sat in a coffee shop reading. Isn't it wonderful when you have time to read a book you've been meaning to read for years. For me that book is Journey to the Center of the Earth. I'm about halfway through it.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

John and Martin


It's the Year of Calvin, and the Presbyterian Church has been posting quotes from Calvin every day. Here's today's:

Daily Meditations with Calvin August 12, 2009
"Conversely, we are God's: let us therefore live for him and die for him. We are God's: let his wisdom and will therefore rule all our actions. We are God's: let all the parts of our life accordingly strive toward him as our only lawful goal." (3.7.1.)




For some reason when I read that quote, I thought of this one:

"I have no other ambitions in life but to achieve excellence in the Christian ministry. I don't plan to run for any political office. I don't plan to do anything but remain a preacher" Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., "Why Jesus Called a Man a Fool"

I guess the two quotes aren't entirely related, but when I read Calvin's thought "let us therefore live for him and die for him", I thought of Martin Luther King, Jr. who was loyal until death. Now I don't think there is any way John Calvin [1509-1564 CE] could have foreseen the establishment of any independent American nations much less the Christian pastors' involvement in the Civil Rights Movement. However, one of the wonderful things about having two thousand years of Christian leaders' wisdom is that through individual voices a might chorus of the Spirit builds. While we live in a linear world [we live from August 10, 2009 to August 11, 2009 to August 12, 2009], our faith doesn't exist linearly. Faith exists in communities and in the relationships between people both alive and dead. We speak of Christ being present to us through the Spirit, and through that same Spirit we are blessed with voices of wisdom like Calvin. No two people are going to agree whether they're arguing today or arguing across time... But I wonder how well John and Martin would get along if in some twist of the time stream they were to meet. Two brothers in Christ separated by hundreds of years who both believed in giving your life entirely over to God. We could spend all day naming other historical and contemporary figures who believe the same idea, but since it's Calvin's year and for my summer reading I had a book of MLK's sermons, I'm choosing these two.

I think they would have had more in common than in difference.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Mr. Morton

Some of the students in my Biblical Greek class were having trouble with some of the English grammar, so the Professor pulled out this classic:

Monday, August 3, 2009

Weekend Adventures


In my undergraduate career I learned to love Ramune and mochi. Both are wonderful things from Japan. Ramune [pictured] is a soft drink that comes in these weird glass bottles that uses both craft and sheer strength to break into. Mochi is a rice cake with sweet bean curd tucked away inside. Neither have I ever found at a 'normal' grocery store, so when a couple of new friends asked me if I wanted to go with them to an Asian market on Saturday, I jumped at the chance. We loaded into a car and took off. Forty-five minutes into a five minute drive we arrived at the Asian Market in Plainsboro which was not where we were supposed to end up. Sarang is from Korea and she spent a lot of time in Thailand, so the Asian market was a slice of home. For me the Asian market reminded me of all my wonderful friends back in Missouri who taught me to appreciate Asian food and who took me to my first Asian market back when I was a freshman. I was sad not to find any green tea ice cream, and I'm wondering if green tea ice cream is an American invention. Doesn't make it any less delicious, honestly.

Food is important in our lives, and the church I attended on Sunday reminded me of this. For the first time, I heard a PTS seminiarian preach [Lisa]; and I was recognized for the first time as a seminarian. Lisa preached on John 6:24-35 and about the importance of Christ as the bread that feeds our souls. It was a great balance of physical hunger as expressed in bread and spiritual hunger as expressed in communion. It was a beautiful and moving sermon and service in this tiny congregation.

Now I've gone and made myself hungry. Where's my mochi?

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Weird

After all my travels... after all I have done in the United States and abroad... after marching band trips, independent movie festivals, food both known and unknown throughout Europe, you would think I would be prepared for anything. But I wasn't.

Today I found out that you cannot pump your own gas in New Jersey.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

First Test







Tomorrow is our first test in summer Biblical Greek. Everyone is handling this task differently. Some people are freaking out and cramming as hard as they can. Some people are really confident in their skills. I'm somewhere in between. I'm feeling pretty confident, but I'm also nervous.

The good[?] news is this is only the first of many tests, so once we get the format down it's just a matter of using the information we've been given.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

We are One in the Spirit







Today two very awesome things happened during group prayer.

#1
In our weekly chapel we say the Lord's prayer together at the end of the pastoral prayer. Normal stuff, right? Today I noticed that during the Lord's prayer "debts", "sins", and "trespasses" were all used. Instead of conforming to the way a church body normally prays like most people do when they visit a church, the chapel group paused and waited for the longer version to finish before picking up the ending together then paused again to allow some people to say "forever and ever" before saying "amen". This may sound like a little thing that doesn't matter, but to me, this matters. To me this small act of pausing tells me how open to different traditions and beliefs Princeton Seminary is. When I have visited churches that don't use "sins/those who sin against us" I have felt like my prayer was interrupted by the sudden cut off my of sentence. Now, congregations don't mean to cut people off. Most of the time congregations pray the way they've prayed. There's nothing wrong with that. To me, this was a very special, loving, embracing thing.

#2
During a small group prayer in my dorm, every person prayed out loud individually for general or specific things. I think we all prayed for rest and stress relief. When a gal named Sarang began to pray, she prayed in Korean. It took me a second to realize someone was praying in a foreign language, but it was wonderful. Instead of listening to the specific words someone was using, I heard the spirit of the prayer. I was able to keep my mind silent and listen for the Holy Spirit.

"We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord. We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord; and we pray that all unity will someday be restored. And they'll know we are Christians by our love, by our love. Yes, they'll know we are Christians by our love."

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Advice


You know how you're always warned to take other people's advice with a grain of salt?

Today I learned that lesson all over again.

My professor and preceptor were giving us some ideas for the intensive studying we're doing every day. Someone said that getting off campus was a good idea, and I asked if there were any good coffee places nearby that weren't so small you felt bad about sitting at a table for a could of hours. I was given a sound piece of advice to go to "the Panera by the Target".

It took me over half an hour to find this Panera that is less than ten minutes away from Princeton Seminary. So here's the lesson: take advice but get real directions.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Faith's Mission Statement



My home church, Faith Presbyterian, has been actively seeking new ways to share God with others. One part of this quest is developing a new mission statement. Since I am not at home I sometimes am not as connected as I would like to be to my home church, and I was pleased to read on Dr. Tom's website that Faith has a new mission statement. Here it is:

“We follow Christ as Lord, relying on the Spirit’s guidance and worshiping God with our lives by serving our neighbors, cultivating community, and inviting others to join the exploration of faith.”

I have so much trouble saying things with few words, and this mission statement has done what I have so much trouble doing. In one sentence Faith has a mission statement, a goal, a philosophy of life, a strong theology, and several ways to focus all our gifts into the same vision.
Alleluia! Amen!

For more information:
http://tomtrinidad.wordpress.com/
http://www.faithprescs.org/

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Class time

Now that I've been in class for a week I have adapted to the schedule.

Breakfast
8:45-10:00am Precept--Quiz and homework review
10:00-10:45am Break/Chapel on Wednesdays
10:45-11:30am Plenary--New material
11:30-12:15pm Precept--Questions, drills, and sight reading
Lunch
Studying/Homework
3:00-4:00pm Tutoring

During the evening I've been hanging out with other students and going on long walks. Trying to find a balance from the high academic load. Every day we have a quiz over the previous day's material. I really like my precept. There are ten of us in the group, and our teacher is a PhD student named Amy who is doing her dissertation on Hebrews. We're in Stuart with small tables and large windows. My table partner is a guy named Noah who used to work in the business world [specifically bulk coffee]. He took a year and worked as a church intern before coming to Princeton.
The food is pretty good here which is good news because I'll be eating there for breakfast, lunch, and dinner for three years. There's a good variety every day. I've been picking up anything in a tortilla or otherwise covered without asking what's in it. It's been a fun journey. Also fresh fruit and fresh salad stuff.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Sisters

I have recently become aware of how many of my fellow female seminarians have come from traditions that do not ordain women and had to convert in order to follow their Call. I am constantly amazed at the strength of these women in difficult times, and I just wanted to give a quick word of encouragement to all my sisters in the faith.

Remember to act like a church bell. No matter how hard something hits you, make a beautiful sound.


[This is paraphrased from a nun I heard on NPR. I apologize but I can't remember her name or her order. If someone recognizes the sentiment and the original speaker, please let me know.]

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Princeton!!!


I have officially begun my seminary experience. On Sunday I moved into Brown Hall on the Princeton Seminary campus [with the help of my wonderful father and a couple of returning students]. Since then I have met too many people to count, and everyone has been warm and welcoming. I think it was a good idea to come in the summer because that meant fewer people were moving in at once. With a loaned hand cart and the elevator moving was pretty easy. My room is bigger than I thought it would be. Plus I don't have a room mate! I appreciate that everyone had their own space here. On Sunday my new friend Sara and I went to Hoagie Haven for dinner. It was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.
Then on Monday we had a light orientation with things like a library tour, an opening worship service, etc. We had an abbreviated first day of class. Today was our first real day of class. We meet in small groups first to take a quiz and go over homework, then have a break, then go into a lecture to introduce new material, then go back into small groups to clear up any questions. This class lasts all morning, and there are review sessions in the afternoon. There's a lot of work, but we don't have anything else to focus on other than the community and language.
I'm taking Biblical Greek with about twenty other people from all over the country and one gal from Korea. There are many incredible people in my class including a couple who just got back from teaching English in Hong Kong. We're using Learn to Read New Testament Greek by David Black. About everyday we learn one chapter, more or less. It's a year of Greek in two months. I'll keep you updated on how it's going.

The picture is of Stuart Hall where our classes are held.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Ida



Today my father and I checked into a hotel near Princeton Seminary where I will move in tomorrow, and we were blessed to meet a woman named Ida. She is a Coptic Orthodox Christian from Egypt who immigrated to the US so her children could have the religious freedoms she did not have growing up. She joyfully told us about how much she loved God and how Egypt's religious laws are changing and how many people are converting. She asked us what kind of Christian we were, and we told her we were Presbyterians [which she hadn't heard of], but she knew what Protestants were. She said there were only three types of Christians in Egypt: Orthodox, Catholic, and Protestant. She informed us that it didn't matter because we all worship the same God and Jesus. Ida had attended a Protestant church sometimes in Egypt with friends, and now she regularly attends the Orthodox church that is only a few miles up the road. As she was telling us about growing up Christian in Egypt I felt an incredible sense of connection. This woman's heart and soul were only for God, and nothing was going to stop her from expressing that. She sounded like so many Greek Orthodox people I know from my study abroad experience, old experiences flooded back to me. It was in the Orthodox world that I decided to become a pastor, and here I am.
We can make distinctions in Christianity all we want: Catholic, Orthodox, Protestant, right-wing, left-wing, Fundamentalist, Mainline... but when you are facing a person those labels don't matter. You're just a person who decided to live a faithful life, just like the person you're facing.

There's an incredible song entitled "Peace" by the Church of the Beloved:
"Let us see and not destroy. Let us listen. Let us listen.
Let us suspend judgement for the sake of love, for the sake of love.
We need each other more than we need to agree.
Father, Son, Spirit bless us with your love,
with your grace and peace."

This is my personal prayer as I enter seminary and for Christians everywhere: "We need each other more than we need to agree." Christianity goes beyond any human divisions whether they are political, cultural, or linguist. In Christ there is no East or West. Thanks be to God!

Ida's Church with information about the Coptic Orthodox faith and multi-media formats for their worship. It's a cool website.
http://www.saint-mary.net/

Friday, July 10, 2009

Update

My father and I are traveling to Princeton. Tonight we are stopped in Pennsylvania, and it's beautiful country. Everybody is doing well, and I keep getting e-mails from faculty/staff welcoming me to PTS. Yay!


For Sermon Fridays:
This sermon was given by a pastor I know Rev. Memmott. I apologize but the embedding has been disabled, so here's the link. Hope you enjoy.
:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6X6aUVuQdbU

Monday, July 6, 2009

Summer Reading

In June I received a summer reading list for my Masters of Divinity program. I was surprised because I haven't had a summer reading list since high school; however, I was thrilled. So here's the rundown.


I am reading:

Karl Barth, Evangelical Theology: An Introduction

Douglas Adams, Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy [not on the PTS list]


I have read:

Bonhoeffer, Life Together

Sally Bruyneel and Alan G. Padgett, Introducing Christianity

A Knock at Midnight: Inspiration from the Great Sermons of Reverend Martin Luther King Jr.

Paul Scott Wilson, The Four Pages of a Sermon: A Guide to Biblical Preaching

Jean Comby, How to Read Church History, vol. 1, From the Beginnings to the Fifteenth Century


I have yet to read:

Roger Olson, The Story of Christian Theology: Twenty Centuries of Tradition & Reform

Gordon Fee, How to Read the Bible Book by Book: A Guided Tour

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Giving Thanks

Something in today's Lectionary reading caught my eye.

Psalm 108
[1] My heart is steadfast, O God, my heart is steadfast;
I will sing and make melody. Awake, my soul!
[2] Awake, O harp and lyre!
I will awake the dawn.
[3] I will give thanks to you, O LORD, among the peoples,
and I will sing praises to you among the nations.
[4] For your steadfast love is higher than the heavens,
and your faithfulness reaches to the clouds.

So many times in Scripture we read about giving thanks with music. As the daughter of musicians I find myself engrossed in a world that constantly reminds me of music. One simple word can trigger any number of melodies and lyrics. Oftentimes I don't even realize I'm singing to myself as I go about on daily business. A long time ago when I was on a mission trip with my middle and high school youth group, I was given an award for singing too much. Those in the group thought it would be funny, but I was very hurt. I wasn't singing to annoy them. I wasn't singing because I had nothing better to do. I was singing because I was happy. ["I sing because I'm happy. I sing because I'm free, for His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me."] Psalm 150 tells us to give thanks with all sorts of instruments, Psalm 96 and others says to "sing a new song".
King David gave thanks by singing and dancing. 1 Thessalonians 5:18 tells us to "give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you." It's one of the harder activities we are called to do. How can we give thanks when our hearts are broken for ourselves or others?
I'm not sure we can.
Sometimes our hearts are not steadfast, they are broken.

I can only offer one idea, and it's not even my own: "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves the crushed in spirit" [Psalm 34:18]. Psalm 34 does not tell us how the Lord is near to the brokenhearted, only that God is. If our hearts are broken, it is God's love that must fill us so hopefully once again we can raise our voices in thanksgiving.

" For your steadfast love is higher than the heavens,
and your faithfulness reaches to the clouds."

Friday, July 3, 2009

Sermon Friday Intro

Every Friday I will be bringing you information about sermons. Sometimes I will post sermons here that I have heard and enjoy/think it's awesome. Sometimes I will post sermons that I don't like or don't agree with theologically but that are effective means of communication and effective in bringing a deeper understanding of God. I will attempt to bring in sources from a wide variety of places and people. I welcome your thoughts, views, comments, arguments, and questions about anything on this blog.

To begin with, here is a small clip from YouTube by Rev. Yvette Flunder, United Church of Christ. I love how Rev. Flunder connects with the congregation. Communication and connection are the keys to a sermon as I currently understand.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

For my dear friends on their loss

God With Me Lying Down--traditional Gaelic prayer

God with me lying down,
God with me rising up,
God with me in each ray of light,
Nor I a ray of joy without Him,
Nor one ray without Him.

Christ with me sleeping,
Christ with me waking,
Every day and night,
Each day and night.

God with me protecting,
The Lord with me directing,
The Spirit with me strengthening,
For ever and for evermore,
Ever and evermore, Amen.
Chief of chiefs, Amen.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Open Book Bible Exegesis Examination


The Presbyterian Church [USA] requires of those who wish to be ordained to pass five tests: Bible Content, Open Book Bible Exegesis, Theological Competence, Worship and Sacraments, and Church Polity. There have been some recent changes to the Open Book Bible Exegesis Examination. The following has been quoted directly from http://www.pcusa.org/exams/explanation.htm



During the course of the self-study and additional conversations with the deans and some faculty members of our PC(USA) seminaries, it became clear that there were serious concerns over the format and grading of the Biblical Exegesis examinations. These concerns included:

  • The perception that the exegesis exam is simply a repetition of an academic exercise already completed in seminary;
  • The difficulty of assessing a candidate’s overall facility in Greek or Hebrew given the examination’s structure and the limits of some readers’ own facility with the language;
  • The fairness and wisdom of having readers without formal training in biblical languages make a decision on a working knowledge of Greek or Hebrew;
  • Recent developments in biblical studies that have moved away from the idea that there is a single meaning of a passage of Scripture.

In response to these concerns two changes were made. Specifically, in wording posted on the Ordination Examinations website, “the demonstration of a working knowledge of Greek and/or Hebrew will no longer be a requirement in order to complete the examination successfully,” and “inquirers/candidates will be asked to offer ‘a faithful interpretation’ of the assigned text, rather than ‘the principal meaning’ of the text.” Commentary offered on these changes suggests that some clarification may be helpful.

Explanation of recent changes to the Open Book Bible Exegesis examination

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During the course of the self-study and additional conversations with the deans and some faculty members of our PC(USA) seminaries, it became clear that there were serious concerns over the format and grading of the Biblical Exegesis examinations. These concerns included:

  • The perception that the exegesis exam is simply a repetition of an academic exercise already completed in seminary;
  • The difficulty of assessing a candidate’s overall facility in Greek or Hebrew given the examination’s structure and the limits of some readers’ own facility with the language;
  • The fairness and wisdom of having readers without formal training in biblical languages make a decision on a working knowledge of Greek or Hebrew;
  • Recent developments in biblical studies that have moved away from the idea that there is a single meaning of a passage of Scripture.

In response to these concerns two changes were made. Specifically, in wording posted on the Ordination Examinations website, “the demonstration of a working knowledge of Greek and/or Hebrew will no longer be a requirement in order to complete the examination successfully,” and “inquirers/candidates will be asked to offer ‘a faithful interpretation’ of the assigned text, rather than ‘the principal meaning’ of the text.” Commentary offered on these changes suggests that some clarification may be helpful.

It must be emphasized that all candidates continue to be required to answer questions dealing with the assigned texts in the original Greek or Hebrew languages. However, under previous guidelines, readers were instructed to evaluate an examination as “unsatisfactory” if it did not “demonstrate a working knowledge” of the appropriate biblical language, even if in every other respect the paper exceeded expectations. What has changed is that a paper will no longer receive an “unsatisfactory” evaluation solely for that reason. Readers will continue to assess the facility demonstrated in dealing with these languages and applying them to interpretations for the work of ministry. Those assessments will factor into the overall evaluation of the examination, but they will not determine alone that overall evaluation. Additionally, CPMs will continue to assess candidates’ proficiency in Hebrew and Greek on the basis of grades received for seminary language and exegetical courses, where students are asked to demonstrate a working knowledge of these languages through a variety of different linguistic tasks.

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Another definition of the word “faithful” (again from Webster’s) is “consistent with truth or fact, ‘a faithful reproduction of the document.’” Used in this way, it is possible to determine whether or not an interpretation is “faithful” to the text. Is it “consistent with the facts” about the text’s wording, the facts concerning the text’s historical, social, canonical, and theological contexts, and so forth? It is in this sense that the examination has always assessed candidates’ interpretations of the assigned passages and will continue to do so in the future.

Recent trends in biblical scholarship have drawn attention to the fact that texts can have more than one meaning, or principal message, whether identified with the author’s intention or another standard. Texts yield different meanings depending on the questions being put to them. The church has long understood this quality of its scriptures as demonstrated by the fourfold allegorical interpretation practiced through much of its history. Even the Reformers and subsequent scholars who objected to excesses in the allegorical interpretation of the medieval church did not suggest a text had only one meaning.

Moreover, members of the PCCEC do not believe that this trend undermines the authority of Scripture; rather, it points to the working of the Spirit, who can open human minds and hearts to different nuances in a single text in different times and in different places.

http://www.pcusa.org/exams/explanation.htm